Wednesday, June 07, 2006


Woke up in a terrible mood this morning. I was full of anger and rage. Ready to snap. Then I thought of my new friend Sara. I get to swim with her today for the last time. It's been 5 weeks, and I think she is comfortable with me now. I tell her that she is an angel. She doesn't repond. Not because she doesn't want to, but because she can't. It's hard to know what she is thinking, if anything at all. I am supposedly "normal" but there are plenty of times I can clear my mind and think of nothing at all. What would it be like if this was your everyday, all the time? I wonder, but then again, I am blessed enough to be able to even have thoughts like these.

Well, with this being my first post, I thought I would keep it short and simple. I would like to look back on these thoughts and smile, cry, and cringe someday in the future. It is a strange thing to put your thoughts onto the web, hanging out there like clothes on a wire for all to see...
Frankly, I am surprised that so many do.
Smile...today could be your last.
Vince

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