It's been quite a while since I've tickled the keyboard. Here goes some other ideas of wisdom, comedy, and tragedy...

Watched South Park's episode with Jennifer Lopez and rolled on the floor laughing. Can't stop saying, "Taco-flavored kisses in my best impression of Cartman. Damn it that's funny...

Other random thoughts...
How does the government or (most of) our employers expect us to make it in society today? I am pushing 30 years old and am drowning in more debt than ever. Big businesses keep driving prices of everything skyward so that the billionaire in the 2,500 sq. ft. office can get a new, well, whatever he wants. It just makes me sick to think about it. Carry on corruption.

How do you know when it is your time to make some major changes in your life? It's as if you know you are not happy, but remain where you are because it is comfortable, familiar. And I mean anything: relationships, employment, etc...

I think about the meaning of life (as has been done since the beginning of time) and come up with little. I drink a lot. That always helps with philosophy. Doesn't help that I am sober now though. I guess we all spend our lives working for nothing. There is so much more to life then sitting in a shitty cubicle. Think I just made my mind up...
Time to move on.

Glad that we had this little talk self. Now let's go out and paint the town red with liqour I shouldn't drink and can't afford. Think I have issues...you have no idea.
Keep on keepin' on.
Smile...today could be your last.

Another day...Another blog that says nothing.It's hard to remain optimistic in a world that is so damn negative. Everywhere you look, someone is trying to tear you down. The impatient lady behind you at an intersection, beeping her horn, waving a fist at you. Companies overcharging you for a product that you don't even really want. Even people you know...Co-workers, sneaking off to tell stories about you. Or, even worse, relatives feuding and not-speaking because your baby looks like an "alien". Think that's a stretch...it really happened. No one has learned their lesson yet. And, perhaps that is the moment of your death. That precise moment when you know more than you should. When you have reached a state of human exactness. When you are worth more to another world, then you are to ours.I often think of the little lads who have to grow up without a Mom or Dad. Is there anything sadder? Life has been forever changed in the blink of an eye. Unfair.
It's hard to remain optomistic in a world that is so damn negative.If you've taken the time to read this far, take a long look at the picture of the little blonde boy. He will not know his Mother or Father. Go about your day now. Make it a better world today.
Smile...today could be your last.

Woke up in a terrible mood this morning. I was full of anger and rage. Ready to snap. Then I thought of my new friend Sara. I get to swim with her today for the last time. It's been 5 weeks, and I think she is comfortable with me now. I tell her that she is an angel. She doesn't repond. Not because she doesn't want to, but because she can't. It's hard to know what she is thinking, if anything at all. I am supposedly "normal" but there are plenty of times I can clear my mind and think of nothing at all. What would it be like if this was your everyday, all the time? I wonder, but then again, I am blessed enough to be able to even have thoughts like these.

Well, with this being my first post, I thought I would keep it short and simple. I would like to look back on these thoughts and smile, cry, and cringe someday in the future. It is a strange thing to put your thoughts onto the web, hanging out there like clothes on a wire for all to see...
Frankly, I am surprised that so many do.
Smile...today could be your last.
Vince